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Over Rated Love


Out of the darkness: Married and Living Together

Out of the darkness: Married and Living Together: You know the funniest thing, you do not realize the existence of the things around you until they are thrown at your face; made ...

Married and Living Together

You know the funniest thing, you do not realize the existence of the things around you until they are thrown at your face; made clear to you by the way of a sudden bolt which breaks your trance. Things always nearer to you are ignored the most but then I was not ignoring this I was always like this too busy to bother, too self absorbed I guess.

Cheryl Cole sang "Fight for this Love" "Everything's worth having is sure worth fighting for quitting's out of the question when it gets gotta fight some more"

Easy to sing hard to follow, I am fighting for the last five years and now I am fighting no more, I am now happy to let it go, go and just fade away, die a natural death as I am too timid a person to murder the relation I was nurturing for the past five years. I was afraid to be blamed, to be in the wrong side of the things, as I had never been in the wrong side ever before, I some how manipulated my way to the right side always.

I never lost and even if I lost I…

My Valentine

We are the lovers of the dark moon
And when we copulate
Its in midst the hyenas screams
Of that unholy pleasure
Which stems from devouring
The rotten flesh of a being
Who was once born.

We are the lovers of hollow mirth
Which comes when we kiss
In the light of that menacing fury of fire
Which destroys everything around us
As we are too broken to be devoured

Our clammy hands join
In an union of the throbbing of
bloodless black veins
Our dry lips meet
In a desire to quench the thirst
The thirst of eternity
But our toothless smiles
Show us that we are
To remain ever thirsty
In this myriad ocean of lust
You lick my hollow cheekbone
And run your fingers through
My brittle collarbone which
Snaps along with me
And all of me crumbles into a dust
But then you lift me
And hoist my body (if you can still call it)
To the vacant of the sky
I feel the drops of fire
As the falling night dew
and then coming back to my being
We mate and let out screams
So deafening that even stars die out and

My Love

I was going crazy, this was evident.
It started many years back when some of my friends, acquaintances rather thought something is wrong with me when I seemed to be lost amidst conversations, this thing was a deliberation on my part as this was my mental escape from the worldly chatter of the people I knew, while I seemed lost I was actually visiting places and making friends in my imaginary world.
I didn't bother to think then that I was going crazy as the friends in my head never complained so I never thought that I was going crazy.
My family thought I had lost it when I stopped interacting with them all of a sudden and we were living under the same roof.
But I didn't mind that either.
I had just read Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka and wondered that what if I too turn into a cockroach one fine day, well I will gain attention, sympathy and care and publicity and then no one will think I am crazy after all cockroaches are not crazy, are they?
I looked out of the only window that was p…

Tunnel of Mirrors

"You are just too dark a person, it feels almost I am dating....." "Lord Voldermoth" I stop him with my quick mouth and laugh out loud, this laugh was audible and intended and was not like my natural laugh which is oddly silent and his expression changes from irritation at being interrupted, to frustration, to a quiet smile, his smile is hard to come by and is a rare beautiful ones with a dimple, he has a smile which reaches his eyes;