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You sometimes make me  Wonder- put me in awe   Oh so beyond human   That someone could be   So full of warmth   Yet so chillingly cold,   So innocent like that Mountain breeze   Yet so deceptive and   Full of lies-that now   Surround me and   Make me go blind   So, blind that now  I can't See you nor can I feel   The love you promised me   And no doubt you have always given me   But now that I've seen the real you   And I don't like what I see   And I start loathing you   Despising the time we met   And now I hate myself   Not because I love you   But when i loathe you   I reject the very fabric   Of my existence as a soul..... Our union gives me bliss But this bliss makes my heart bleed And I weep with contention Hidden deep in my eyes I am a chaotic self Whose calm lies in your arms But then the lies suffocate me And I run out to reach For the calm, which  I know i shall never get While I am torn apart from you Bu