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conflict

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You sometimes make me  Wonder- put me in awe
Oh so beyond human
That someone could be
So full of warmth
Yet so chillingly cold,
So innocent like thatMountain breeze
Yet so deceptive and
Full of lies-that now
Surround me and
Make me go blind
So, blind that now
 I can'tSee you nor can I feel
The love you promised me
And no doubt you have always given me
But now that I've seen the real you
And I don't like what I see
And I start loathing you
Despising the time we met
And now I hate myself
Not because I love you
But when i loathe you
I reject the very fabric
Of my existence as a soul.....


Our union gives me bliss But this bliss makes my heart bleed

While we are together

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Little silly emotions
Prop out their head
and timidly draw back
As if no one ever sees
Sees them smile
Sees them flirt
And see them soaring high
In the night sky
When the moon is bright
The stars are neigh
And we walk by the star light
Holding our hands
Till our heads swoon
And we are dizzy
Then you say with me
Yes me you feel so free
freedom when no emotions
Attached- you feel that with me
And I.... well I shut my emotions down
Throttle them till they can look no more
I drop them from a height
And they fall into an abyss
Of no return
I shut them off
To be with you
To be close to you
Always ever too afraid to
Come into the light
As it may show my scarred face
which is due to my emotions
And then you might leave me
And I cant bear to let you go
So, I keep my throbbing heart at peace
Run a blade through it.
So it stops beating and saying your
Name aloud
But....then it happens that you leave me
And funny but i don't have a heart to stop you
And when you are gone
Your scent lingers
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