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Up in Flames

You are my flame
and i burn for you like a candle silently waiting for you to devour me.
They tell it hurts but let it be as i am falling in love with the destruction you bring to my life.
You know its hopeless to wait for you to wish you don't burn me down. But let me wish while I burn, while you feed on my soul that you will water my wishes and will save me from the fire- that is you.
Your life means my death why are we two separate ways? I dont have an answer nor i wish to find one. As i am happy fading while you shine like a star.

Have you ever thought why all the saints have to leave their wives before attaining the supreme knowledge and most of them get out when their wives are sleeping without even bidding final goodbye? why? Can't they take their wives with them. Why are wives treated as objects of sexual desire and a barrier to attainment of "Nirvana". Once the saints rises above the barrier of sexual desire then the wife is discarded as one discards some bad habit. Why? Can, t wife be a friend a companion to "Nirvana"? Aren' t marriages everlasting institutions of friendship and companionship that is meant to transcend and to go beyond the boundaries of sexual passion? Sri Ramkrishna Paramahansa never left his wife but for him she was a companion, like a medium to be one with God. So why? leave a woman behind?
I dont know whether iam right or wrong but since childhood while reading about these saints I learnt to worship them but always in my mind came a question that what hap…
Well hi , just hi, who am i? asl? figure stats? i am a person as you all are. yes neither less human nor more human. neither a piece of flesh nor a divine Goddess. i am just a human. and believe me i go to loo and go to pee. so please more public toilets please which are' nt open air. and yes i love sex but i am not a slut and ain' t sleeping with the every second guy I meet. and my private body parts are mine so don't yes please donot touch them at your own disposal. what i hate is " I want to do Frandship with you." guys well why can't they say that they want to sleep with me? Hypocrites!!!!
But hey am i sounding feminist? maybe but i am not. I believe men and woman are different in body and mind in the same way that no two man are the same. we are not the stereotyped "Sheila" or "Munni" (well some of us can be) but we all are not those people whose sole aim in life is to attract and seduce their opposite gender nor is to marry, getting …